Wonders: September 2006

Tick Tock..

This is not your watch ticking

this is my heart breaking..

Please stop the hurting.

Tick Tock...

This is your clock ticking

with me your time is slipping

you better watch out what you are doing

Trrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrn!

times up!! your time... hit the door

no second chances any more

I am waiting for my visa to move to Dubai, my new manager said hopefully by the end of this month. I am very excited or was...

The timing couldn't be more perfect! I'm fighting with the closest people to me. I don't know why. It just happens. I don't want to blame people, but i don't think i am doing anything!!

It sucks... Just when i need you the most, you are not here from me. And to make it even worse, you are giving me a hard time. I expected support, love and encouragement.. this is the price i pay for expecting DISAPPOINTMENT! big time.

Is it things people do subconsiously because they don't want to miss me..? i don't know.

I probably have about two weeks left in my beloved Amman. I hate to have these as my last memories here. But i don't have a choice. We never have a choice.

I have officially declared this day to be the worst.

"There are people i know who won't hurt me, i call them corpses" by Randi K. Milholland

1- Do you like the look and the contents of your blog?

I wrote them... I have to like them, the look is ok, but not perfect for me.

2- Does your family know about your blog?

I've told the ones who i think will be interested

3- Can you tell your friends about your blog?

do you consider it a private thing?

Most of my friends know, No it can't be private since it's on the internet.

4- Do you just read the blogs of those who comment on your blog? or you try to discover new blogs?

There's a lot of good blogs out there, if they don't find their way to me, i find it to them.

5- Did your blog positively effecte your mind?give an example.

It did... i cannot think of an example coz for me things are yes or no.

6- whot does the number of visitors to your blog mean? Do you use a traffic counter?

Doesn't mean much.. I write for me first and then to my fellow bloggers.

7- Did you imagine how other bloggers look like?

Ya i tried, in my head everyone has a figure.

8- Do you think blogging have any real benefit?

Ofcourse it does, it fills my time with sth intellectual and useful.

9- Do you think that the blogsphere is a stand alone community separated from the real world?

I don't think that it's really possible... the subjects of the posts are daily life incidents.

10- Do some political blogs scare you?do you avoid them.

I don't read them or avoid them. Not on my interests list.

11- Do you think that criticizing your blog is useful?

Constructive criticizim is always intended to be useful

12- Have you ever thought about what happen to your blog in case you died.

hmmmm i really didn't see that coming, but since i am the one with the password it doesn't look good for my blog. I'll have to include it in my will when i write one.

13- Which blogger had the greatest impression on you?

My dearest Loco

14- Which blogger you think is the most similar to you .

First it will be Loco, but i also find similiarity in some of the girls like Neverland, The Caller and it's strange but i really like this new blogger Pearl ;). (strange i mean time wise)

15- Name a song you want to listen to ?

"B3esh" by Tamer Hosney, i just woke up with this song in my head.

16- Ask five bloggers to answer these question on their blogs?

1- Loco ( I know u r busy but try to find the time to do it)

2- Fadi

3- M.M

4- Neverland ( i think she has been away for some time though )

5- Other people i wanted to ask have already been asked, so i'll leave this blank.

A big THANK YOU to my friend Fadi for introducing me to this experience!